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♥ Saturday, July 21 ♥
bumped into this guyfriend of mine whom i had a crush on when i was in sec 2..
looking back,it was kinda silly, we met in a sec 2 leadership camp, this camp consisted of many different sec sch and i thought he was cute because he had rosy cheeks...

apparently,he could remember that i was from St.Margs ..
well,good enough..
and we chatted for a lil while..

well,today is gonna be a long day,
i've gotta deal with many things.
i wish someone could take this load from me..

i know the right guy for me will come when i'm older..
i know he isnt the one for me.
but right now, i just feel so miserable..
when you're in a relationship,there're bound to be conflicting of interest.this i cant deny.
but,i feel that on my part,i've already tried my best to recify some things.
but it doesnt seem "enough"...
i feel that for the 3 months of my life,i've been told off hundreds of times.
everythin thing i do doesnt seem right...
even if i try,it isnt "remorseful" according to him..
not sincere....and the list goes on.

many times i just grit my teeth and accept it with grace..
but there are some times,i feel its too much..

i'm sorry, i cant be with you.




left her thoughts ♥ 11:37:00 AM